"Then you will experience God's peace,
which exceeds anything we can understand.
His peace will guard your hearts and minds
as you live in Christ Jesus.
(Philippians 4:7 NLT)
I have what is a new experience to me.
I have believed the above verse "all my
life." But the last few days has driven it
home to me in a new way.
On the internet I met a man that in all
appearances is likely a Christian brother.
I do not particularly question that. As you
can imagine he has a problem and wants
help. NO, not money. But for me to write
and lend my help or influence to change his
circumstances.
As a Christian I want to help people. So,
I began to write [email] for him. But I noticed
that I was not real comfortable with the situation.
And even worse I was loosing my peace
[relationship] to the Lord.
So I told him I would have to quit. When I
did the peace returned.
Then he began to bag and plead with me to
help. I was the only one he trusted and was
able to help him etc.
Again I went to the Lord in prayer. [A lot of prayer.]
Was I miss understanding. The man needed help.
So, I begin to prepare to help him.
And, again I lost the peace of God that passes
understanding.
That of course took a final NO.
I do not know if the Lord was protecting
me and keeping me out of trouble. Or
perhaps even wanting the man's problem
solved in a another manner or by some
one else.
Either way, I thank God for Guiding me
with the presence and/or the absence of
his peace.
THANK GOD.
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